sup'dude

finally!

2007-05-06T00:44:00.001+08:00

ok finally....exam is over!
actually its over since like last week but im busy making up for lost fun so ya...
am glad, time to find some $.

damn poke my dad's car into someone ass yest. now the number plate's dented, few dark scratches, think the paint's cracking too. heres wat happen....
was moving off when the light turn green. i cant take it...human need...i had to SNEEZE. so ya...nobody can sneeze with their eyes open u get wat i mean?? suay suay when i sneeze..that freaking lorry break...suay sauy! "BANG". yeah..suay suay. damn fucker uncle still come down and gave me the hand sign...not the "FARK YOU" but the " wth are u doing!? nooob driver! "
the lorry dint even have a single dent but my car looks like it bang into a tank. well den, lucky i don need to compensate.

oh reminds me of another incident, after moving and eating @ geylang with pearl,win and meixuan? or meixian? ( anyway its irwin's frenz) i sent them home. at woodlands...i freaking made a right turn into a lane of oncoming traffic!!!! not really that theres cars but what i mean is dat i turn into a lane where the cars are suppose to come towards me. STUN. i just drove tru dat whole stretch with a car passing by.

morale of the story?
be careful when im on the road. =)

hate it when ppl doubt the truth i said.
why do something irritating in front of ppl, when u noe its gonna irritate them!?!
of cuz...unless u wanna irritate them! hahah. sorry if i irritate you! =)
whats the best way to tell ppl ur irritated???
to irritate them the same way back of cuz!
this is the only way to find peace. ahhaa

the more u dunwan to give them, the more they want from u.
the harder they try, the more they wanna give up.
when they give up, even if u wanna give them,
they wont want it anymore.

if u dun mind? pls.

argh

2007-04-26T02:57:00.000+08:00

argh... just let me grumble.

fark i cant concentrate....
1hr, only 2 slides......
fark fark fark.

yummy!

2007-04-24T02:24:00.000+08:00

finally its coming to an end...

studying tru the night makes u hungry dun they?
i just ate 8 tang yuan. dint noe it was dat damn niceeee!
the red bean paste...oozing out from the chewy white thingy around it..
too bad my cam is with baby, or i'll take a few pics. DAMN NICE.

having a bad flu now...sleepy....
mum's complaining about the amount of used tissues i've deposit around the house.
ahhahaa...and its damn alot.
shes thinks im suffering from some hidden illness, and insist dat i go see a doc.
well..i dint.

guess it nice to have ppl to care for u! nice feeling eh~
i scalded my leg when i stupidlyyyy....clumsilyyyy went in contact with the ultra hot exhaust pipe when i was carrying my grandma down from the van. my aunt and grandma den again...insist that they put some cream on my legs when i cant even feel where exactly the burn was. in the end...they just spread it all over my legs.

but its still nice to have ppl to care for you!!!!!

addition of a niece to my growing family. uber cute.
do u noe baby stretch their back and make the sound " aeghhhhhh " too!?
their hands and legs are so tinyyyyyyy dat i dunoe...makes u wanna play with it. ahahahhaa.

happy times.

kana

2007-04-20T12:28:00.000+08:00

wow...i did it again.

shit...i realise everytime when i go for exam,
all the ppl look damn smart. esp the guys.
when i mean smart...i dun mean those nerdy moody kind ( altot they are usually smart too ),
i mean when u look at their face...it just give u the feeling of....
i wish they can do the paper for me.

while i was still struggling with my phy question 3 ( and i skip question 1) just now...dat uncle beside me nnb sit there and shake leg, den i saw his paper full of words. confirm demoralised.

well...check this out! ahahha...a stupid clip i made. in revenge.

http://www.grapheine.com/007/index.php?module=see&lang=uk&code=30a4067b00b3af8117923991fba7d6ba

live life to be happy!

small little things or gesture makes u happy!

insomnia

2007-04-19T08:25:00.000+08:00

shit i think im suffering from insomnia.

exam stress and stuff building up.
chill chill i must learn how to relax....

check this out.
http://www.grapheine.com/bombaytv/index.php?module=see&lang=uk&code=454d63a735dec53dc4c93c61f080be4d

a stupid short clip i made in honour of my buddies pearlyn and irwin.

try to get some slp again.

ohhhh

2007-04-19T04:45:00.000+08:00

2 poems which pearlyn qoute..

2 nice poems, i think quite meaningful
1st one..
i drink from life
and find its flavour sweet n mysterious
sometimes burning my tongue
filling me with shivers of delight
restlessly bubbling inside of me
it is a myraid of tastes
no one standing out alone
hints of happinesss n sadness
peace, turmoil
doubt, faith
resignation n hope
feed me, refresh me
revive me
and urge me to try again
to take another sip
tomorrow...

2nd poem

Live a little,
laugh even more
embrace the wind
kiss the sky
dare to dream
smell a flower
and remind yourself
life is bigger
than what u can hold.

enjoy!!!

sleepless morning.

2007-04-19T04:27:00.000+08:00

4.27am.. reach my room 10mins ago.

cant study cant sleep. have been like studying since i wake up till now. apart from the need to pee and eat and rest.

somtimes i feel like an idiot staring at the screen. ( not now cuz im not staring but doing something )

anyway..many thanks to the peeps who help me with exam!
Staniel for photocopying the notes for the lectures i dint attend! (like all) and i still owe him $6.50
Anselm for lending me his super-well-neatly-systematically organise notes for my phy! hes life saviour...was wondering where to find it.
Wenqi for..almost everything i dunoe. maths to phy to helping find anselm to lend me his notes.
Alex for providing the occasional moment of relaxation.
Kj for asking if i wan supper everytime!
jimmy,justin and octopus for providing interesting conversations( i can read and listen at the same time)

you make exams less suckier!

casual actions means nothing.

sian...die.

2007-04-17T15:58:00.001+08:00

when was the last time you cant ans a single question in exam?

i did today.

damn! in need of devine help.

2007-04-16T06:42:00.000+08:00

IN NEED OF DEVINE HELP.

i need some help!!!!! maths driving me crazy. decided that i should stop wasting time solving it by myself and ask wenqi the 1st thing later. well then..time to move on to physic. den i realise...physic gt freaking lotsa chapters. DID I REALLY MISS SO MANY LECTURES?!

a screenshot of how many chaps\tutorials i need to finish in 2 days. someone help me pls~~~~

now im behind schedule. thanks to the monstrous sleep i had. ok i say its refreshing. slpt for 6hrs..woke up for 2 hrs....and slpt for another 11hrs. sometimes..when u have nice dream u just dunwan to get up and i dun mean wet dreams.

alrite. i shall continue muggin after calling baby.
she sing damn well, but she dun sing to me.
not untill i force her. she mutter a few words.

every facts in the world changes...no matter what. except for 1....
the fact that everything changes...

and maybe how much i like baby. hahaha.
just nice! 7am now. poof*

shit

2007-04-13T10:09:00.001+08:00

damn i think I'm a cyborg.
need no slp, food or water.

but a cyborg dun shit for 20mins.
i think i got food poisoning, having sore ass now.
a real life lesson on diffusion. smells travel faster den sound.
b4 u can say " NNnnnnnggggggg" ur fren will say " WA UR SHIT DAMN SMELLY LA!"
can of air freshener pls.

waiting for staniel to pass me the notes.
legs went soft. cant walk. so slp i shall.

damn watz the dat smell again.......

another morning..

2007-04-13T08:38:00.001+08:00

another sleepless night.

rushing maths. time i spend studying theses few days is more than what i did for the past 3 months.

freaking difficult. wonder who made all this question.
seems like Buddha has forsaken me. but well....
what don't kill me only makes me a stronger man!!!!!

i will study smart and play hard.
i need everyone to pamper me.

stupid exam

2007-04-11T06:50:00.001+08:00

its coming nearer and nearer... the dreaded exams.

labby and instant noodles are my best frenz now.
no day and night concept. sleep only when i feel sleepy eat only when i feel hungry.
haven eaten lunch for a few days now, cuz i just slp tru it. no wonder keep having diarrhoea.

well, having life science quiz later at 1030...still got 61slides to go. i know i should spend the time now studying but i just need a break. can barely open my eyes now......

BUDDHA!!!! PLSSS!!! HELP ME 1 MORE TIME!!! I NEED UR LEG.

slp early.
Dark eye rings! go away.

spideys!

2007-04-10T09:41:00.000+08:00

941am. just finish muggin, sort of. i confess i watched 300 on my labby just now but that was after breakfast. b4 dat was all maths. damn having maths quiz later, gotta wake up @ 12 plus, seriously considering whether should i slp, kinda worried i cant wake up later. hearty breakfast, yam cake, bee hoon, soon kuay? told them how the scars on my leg came about, the one i fell off the cupboard, the one where i knock my knee into the water cooler and bleed till theres a puddle of blood. apparently i burst a small vein/artery or something lidat. dat was in j1.

jcrc room turn out to be quite a nice place to study. fun too. good to have some company when ur sick of the notes. oh...credits and million thanks to wenqi for helping out in maths! shes a real genius. i realise 8 legged creature are popular in the room. octopus and spiders alike. hahaha.

we found this on the floor! ahha...timid wenqi and qiuyan call for our help. guess what? they were standing on the chair when me and jimmy did the brave thing. catching spider wasn't so difficult after all, at least it dint jump around like what qiuyan said.

yeah a close up. we caught it, put in on a paper plate, covered it with a transparent plastic cup,

put oranges on top of the cup in case, justttt in case somehow the spider manage to find thattttt amount of strength to move the cup, according to the gers. i shan talk about how we treat the spider after we caught it. lets just say it went "stiff"

guess im goona take a nap after all. eyes kinda tired facing the screen the whole day or rather, night.

realise how wonderful today's morning is when i took the short walk back from the jcrc room to my shabby pig style. apart from the bird shit i saw along the walkway. anyway, its more important to look at the better side.

still feel kinda bad and disturbed from previous morning, hope things will turn out to be like the morning today. baby must be still sleeping, biggest pig ever. 13 hours now? and still counting im sure. xD

miss her lots.

confession of a confuse mind

2007-04-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

had a damn crappy night yest, said and did some crappy stuff. i need to confess.

things aren't as simple cuz i made it complicated. Its just nice and beautiful as it is now!
maybe cuz its so important to me, i read too much into it. stupid brain of mine. ( said I'm e biggest dumbass) it must be the early morning! guilty as i can be.

finally had "tu-tu cake" just now ( the white colour steam flour with coconuts/peanuts inside ). craving i had for some time now. somehow i wish baby was by my side then, so i can enjoy it with her, feed her or something. just wanna share my joy with her even for simple things like this. morning call again!?
almost fell down just now, knock into some leaves, and someone said im smelly! I'm not!
its either can 2, the drain or the coffeeshop la. i am a clumbsy man.
baby must be sleeping now, nv slp for the whole night(not becuz of me). a crazy woman who find more joy in watching tv den sleeping.
she torture me by feeding me cucumbers & onions! yucks. and she hates apple juice.
my baby is a 'xiang ba lao!'(country bumpkin)cant say why or i'll die!
i noe how to burn a cd!!!! im just lazy to do that.

a break is a sleep i need. felt so refresh after a good night slumber. a sleep sort of twist everything back to normal, just the way its suppose to be. no more weird thinking, no more confuse mind. found out the reason why, cuz i held back too much. i know sometimes i bring her sadness but, dun give up on me! You are appreciated and important. xD

well, everything will turn fine. saw the vcds lying a on the table, and i rem its overdue! wonder how much im gonna pay for it. its always lidat, i wonder how much i've paid for overdue stuff. to my hotroomie...stop tickling my butt cheeks! time to go mug, seriously must start studying.
maths quiz tml. gonna pee in my pants again! i need staniel, source of my knowledge. wish me luck! BUDDHA! PLS LET ME HUG UR LEG 1 MORE TIME!

i think i drink too much 'teh-bing'. will i get diabetes from drinking them? from what i know...i wont~. ate kuay tiao soup turns out to be nice! forgot to pay handphone bills, now i cant sms or call. hope nobody think that im ignoring them,
hope baby wont think so.

being with her brings me such happiness. in her i found someone i can talk to, share my joy and time.
its difficult to say sorry, even more difficult to say love
but i wanna tell her, " im sorry, love ya"

love baby to the maxxxxxxxxxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hugz.

weird dreams

2007-03-30T16:06:00.000+08:00

its funny why people dun remb their dreams when they woke up. ok i really dunoe why. Just woke up and hour ago, had this weird dream so i decided to write it down in case i forget about it. well here it goes...

was chatting with baby on msn and she keep ignoring me. damn it! kept asking her wat shes doing but she'll tells me some other things instead, like ya know, u ask someone a question but she tells u another answer. super irritated. anyway, she started to send me something over msn...food! ya, sound sci-fi but i can rem theres fried fish, grilled eel with teriyaki sauce and some other stuff. taste not bad, guess i was hungry while sleeping. suddenly i found hair inside the food! not 1 strand but 1 bunch tied together.(its brown in colour)
that brings me to another place...(the dream is link)
well, i was actually at this place before chatting on msn, it was an old jap looking house and there is couple inside. that guy looks dirty, never shave ya those typical drunkard kinda look. well, everyday the wife would come back to the house after work, and when she pass by her husband whos sitting on the floor, that man wld hurl abuse at her(cant rem what exactly) and she will just cry. so drama mama.

well the dream continues, it turns out that the wife had aborted their baby not long ago and the husband was very very upset about it( he dint stop her from doing so). i was thinking in my dream" why would he be?" i mean there must be some real unforeseen circumstances that the wife had to abort the baby.( i forgot whats the reason) but in the end.... i still can rem this part when they were quarreling.

while crying she said" when i asked u whether should i abort the baby, u dint not say anything! now u hate me for that." she was thinking..since he ignore me,she shall think that her husband dint want the baby so she went ahead.

the husband shouted" thats why! u were thinking about aborting the baby...i nv even have the thoughts of aborting the baby. all i wan was the baby and u. but you..~ how can u even have such thoughts? this shows dat u dun really wan the baby deep down from u! dats why i dint stop u."

more crying scene...damn sad damn sad. just becuz of egos, communication problems and a reluctance to confront each other.

back to the chatting on msn, i wanted to tell baby this but ya...she was still ignoring me. den i found out she was having so much fun cooking happily she dun feel the existence of me. and the hair in the food i found previously? its belongs to the wife. DAMN EERIE~~

heres my dream for u.
Doing things on impulse brings u great joy but risk regretting deeply what you have done.
Dun think twice, act Wise!

relive ur memories!

2007-03-30T01:59:00.000+08:00

relive my childhood! watched ninja turtles, kinda lame and i think i rem that they use to be fatter. pearlyn say she wants to be pink turtle, can u believe it! i can still rem that song from the cartoon! Michy is my fav! haha..jokes. and i got a pop corn in my butt, no wonder so itchy la! its not the soft soft kind,its the ones with seeds!

went MacRitchie, kinda nostalgic. bring back lotsa memories. Miss the X-country and track days, sort of. Rem the days where we would run like mad, went there early in the morning, 5km for warm up,focus! focus!, visiting lim bo seng again & again. I'm not a runner, i got scolded and pull by the sleeve cuz i walk during warm down. Oh, a bottle flew at me too. Somehow i think human tends to rem sad times more the the joyful moments. Cuz unhappy times passes slowly, and u tend to rem it more, rooted in ur heart. But that's what makes u want happiness and we shall all find it! ( cant believe i said that, but ya..i did ). its diffcult to say love, even more difficult to say sorry.

ok i dunoe wat is Nintendo thing irwin and pearlyn is talking about. mii? miw? mi2? shit i cant rem. ok I'm not that tech savvy, i must go upgrade myself now.
people dun make u, u make urself!
i think im damn petty. i do things to people things that i dislike when they did to me.

baby is scare of cats and rubbish bin!

crazy people.

2007-03-27T04:32:00.000+08:00

crazy people ask me to bbq at 9pm. madness. sweet corn was nice! cooking marshmellow was a disaster. played monopoly after the BBQ(LOTR version), damn fun. Emos and his $1500. Shit step on Mount Doom twice...

wenqi and octopus. who wans some sauna!?! i realise qiu

yan looks darker here

Spot the different!

BANKRUPT! emos and his fallen aragon. i swear it look more like boromir.

Guess who's the winner....

mighty me! my preciouss.....

conflict.

2007-03-24T07:55:00.001+08:00

heart and mind not in sync. i dunoe why.

only have 1 hour of slp, gotta wake up at 9. cheer again later, lack of sleep.

acting is tough.

lucky day!

2007-03-24T03:34:00.000+08:00

today is a lucky day. went to Rouge for free. manage to make it for the 1-for-1 lastmin,had a few drinks,the band is not bad too. Finally met up with Rachel,karen,sumon and their fren cheryl.(maybe its sheryl). Cheryl damn tricky, tried to cheers with us with an empty corona bottle. im not a wise guy,but im not a fool! but it was all fun. learned a new trick, like putting a coin on top of a $2 note and u try to pull it out with the coin still on the bottle ya? haha dint really manage to do it but Brian told me a secret way out. well..soon the music starts to becum an obstacle, noise. we decided to go to ally bar, the loud noise isn't exactly good for our hearing and throat.( gotta shout to talk to each other)

wait and wait and wait, nobody wanna order anything. in the end i ordered a tasteless drink. Mr suddenly-becum-so-nice kelvin treated us to chicken wings, comfirm my brother!( hit chest with my fist x 2). Then came the highlight of the night, going home. Was wondering who should take the car who should take the bus, in the end, Brian sacrifice and took the NR. All because we sent some outta the way guy back home when he could have went back himself. Well at least i came back in the nice comfy BM. thanks a million cheryl!

so lucky today.
went lesson, was damn tired den i heard this voice.
"can u pls wake ur fren over there up? he has been sleeping tru the whole lesson." SINCE WHEN! i only slept for like a few mins dude. comfirm lucky to get spotted among the sea of ppl in my class. actually not exactly sea, my class only have like 10 students. ok i know theres alot names here, i 'll try to intro bit by bit in case they blame me for not giving them recognition.

from the left.
Zhizhou aka spider,snake. Spider cuz a certain someone cant pronounce his Chinese name and call him 'ZHI-ZHU' instead. Snake cuz he can really shake and wriggle when hes high.
Irwin aka Nitendo DS,pussy magnet. Nitendo DS cuz he 'DoubleStandard' He always treat girls nicer than us. Pussy magnet cuz..ya..he is.
Dats me.
Marvin aka 'chao bing'(smelly face) cuz ya, just look at the picture.
Pearlyn,aka weak mind. cuz she have a weak mind, easily physco.
Chow, aka erm..chow! Chow cuz her surname is chow. simple.
Deinse, aka the man with the psp. chow's bf.
Brian, aka salesman,instigator,bone crasher. This one u better be careful. He is the ultimate, he will physco u, like salesman, bombard u relentlessly until his goal is reach. instigate ppl to do things they dunwan, starts commotion and make ppl drink like mad. But i like.

Ok thats about all. more the next time.

Just got a surprise while doing this!
Surprise surprise surprise!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant take it..im a old man.
but i like too!!!! whoohoo.

I dun like being ignored. i hate!

Rainy Return.

2007-03-21T03:29:00.000+08:00

woo...how long has it been? well.. better late den never. I've just search for dozensss (read3x12) of skins and i decide to stick with this.Making blog is really easy! yay! (my foot@!)

kinda tired..maybe its cuz of the rain. Rain in the early morning* gives out some sort of sadness dont they. makes u wanna sleep. Like monster, they crawl out from nowhere;under ur bed by the moonlight and den devours ur brain. graghawahzharaa!!!!

Had cheer practice just now, feels kinda good. Our routine might not be as spectabulous but well, oneteam,onemind,lets flyy!good luck to me and my partners this sat @ cheerobics. oh..had a small accident just now, joseph got his nose kick by lydia. He claims that his nose is crooked but iya..its just swollen . To all Jiko Pehs , cheerlead is not all about grabbing legs and ass u nehnehpok. We Bleed,We Sweat. ya ..joseph's nose bleed, my heart bleed too. im sure!

NB.the maths quiz today was a killer. comfirm fail. i dunwan to get kick out of sch...dumbass.
My rommie Alex Sabo me today. Damn sly, like he always is,but i like. Freaking tempt me with the udon.

Freak shit, i just went to do my laundry and i accidentally sniff some washing powder while 'giap-ing' the container with my armpit. freaking choking my nose now. Confusecious said, if u sneeze once, somebody is cursing u, sneeze twice and somebodys thinking of u, sneeze thrice means either u just sniff some washing powder or ur sick.

baby sleeping, so am i.

*early morning = 12am -6am.

late late nite

2006-10-24T04:17:00.000+08:00

wow its kinda late and i just finish dota-ing. Well if u dunnoe wat dota is.., u must be from mars. everybody noes dota like ah beng noes ah seng. theres seriously something wrong with all the internet connection nowadays. its keeps lagging and i took hell lotsa time to set this up cuz the webbies taking their own sweet time to load. i guess the online games are pretty much suffering like me. A starhub game dun seem to be able to tolerate singet connection. Even more lag between them.

.screenshot of a dota game for those living in mars.

this must be a conspiracy between them. or maybe theres a mega virus affecting our internet connection and our dear service provider probably dun wan us to know. you know, like we will cancel our subscribtion if we get to know this. dun be suprise if my hunch is correct. if something like a man landing on a moon can be a made up, wats this compare to it. Oh cummon la, armstrong did land on the moon .... or maybe he dint. well, to those jealous freak who cant make it there, stop spreading rumours. even if its really really really a fake, keep it to urself.do u really wanna tell the kids out there dat santa is a fake? sometimes the truth hurts more den the lie.

anyway, my frenz, lets call her 'L' was asking me to give her some idea to buy something for her friends bade. apparently her frenz is into street fashion or something. cant really define it but i see ppl wearing slippers around in town, does that count? shes such a nice friend, giving so much thought about the present, asking around for opinion. wat more can u ask from her??

apart dat she gave me a shirt which she bought without much consideration for my present. WA KAO! 'L', if u wanna gimme a present, at least give me something nicer! now my feet is resting on that shirt, oh its now call RAG. thanks for that peice of RAG! itchy feets.

b4 anyone think im a bastard, im just kidding!

time to sleep,mug. i rule,u fool.

why monkeymeetsbanana

2006-10-23T21:34:00.001+08:00

i cant think of a name for my blog dats why. i got this blog 'advisor' whos suppose to help me think of names and make my blog nicer but i think im not goona trust somebody who ask me to name my blog monkeylovestobitch. well, at least i stole the idea.
the whole purpose to making this blog is becuz i need to bitch! to bitch at some irritatin ppl in my life who i cant really stand.
get this straight, im not a man in need of anger management who loves to hate ppl.

anyway,how shld u tell ur frenz with bad breath dat, " i really cant tahan another word from u" in a way which wont hurt him? being a nice guy, im suffering from this colourless (maybe the bad breath is light brown in colour), intoxicating "silent" killer.

ok bye for now. time to do some soul searching.